i honestly dont know

so the past several days have been crazy... Just a few days ago, i got a phone call from tracy sayin that alexa wanted to fight me because of blake... ummm yea shes 16 and im 19... thats WAY illegal... i mean if she wants to hit me first then SURE why not... ill send her to the hospital! but i DOUBT that will ever happen!

Alexa sent me a message on www.louisvillemojo.com and basically told me that blake hates me and doesnt like how im "all over him during shows" blah blah blah... well last night at the seVen show at jillians, blake basically told me that alexa is a fucking psycho bitch and has been dodging her phone calls for a while now (which i thought to be hilarious)! so alexa is gonna get hers whether she likes it or not... blake DOES NOT LIKE HER and doesnt wanna be around her anymore! i mean hes told her several times that she needs to leave me alone and that she needed to quit runnin her mouth about stupid shit that wasnt true! ummm... good job alexa... lets be high school and start pointless fights! heh oh well... not my problem anymore!

so anyways... blake stayed at my apartment last night and OMG... yea i had too much fun for one person to have in one night (and partly through the morning)!! heh yea blake and monika are the bestest couple ever... i mean we're not together at all... but things were pretty much well stated last night about where we stand with each other! the thing with blake: i like blake... alot... and he knows this (as of last night anyways)!! heh...

so on to another matter of the courts:

my apartment is going very well! ive been there for 3 weeks as of yesterday!!! im having way too much fun for living alone! maybe its because i ALWAYS have someone there to stay with me (sometimes)... one thing i DO know is that im STILL not used to this whole "im-living-by-myself" thing! i was talking to jeff the other night and he told me that hes been in his apartment for almost 4 months and hes still not used to it either! which is completely faulty! but what can you do ya know??? heh... maybe one day ill wake up and realize that its not a big deal that im living alone! my apartment feels safe to me and i feel very "homey" in my apartment! i just need to get a couch so everything would be ab/fab!!! heh! but either way!

this is my final thought of the day:

"To each their own" is the best statement ive heard in a LONG time! what i get from this is anything that happens to someone in their lives is something that karma has returned to them X3... so ye be warned... attempt to start something with me, i have karma on my side and it would be worse for you in the long run!!

<3z and Hugz